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Sunday, January 17, 2010

Today I Was Weepy


I heard a comment not too long ago from a woman at church.... She said that coming to church can make you weepy... I had never thought about it but it's true.... Standing in His house.... in His presence makes me feel awe... wonder... and sadness for not being the woman that He has called me to be... There are many times when I will be standing and singing in worship and a particular song would start and I would feel that He was talking to my heart..... my soul....

Today was one of those days.... Every message I heard today spoke to me -from Sunday school, to a short skit before the sermon, and to the actual sermon. When God wants you know something ... feel something - he just makes it known in any way He can.... He loves me and He wants me to get it...

I am in a place today - that needs wisdom... I need discernment.... and I need a better character.... I know that I have not been living my life in the past couple weeks the way I should... I have been mad.... I have been stressed... and at times.... often times I feel alone..... There are many wonderful people in my life... in my world but I chose not to seek support... guidance.. love.. I chose to fester and in Church today - I became weepy.... Today - I realized that He knows me.... He loves me.... and He knows my name... Today, I heard Him....



7 comments:

Elizabeth Mahlou said...

How well I understand! I often become weepy in church, but I don't worry about it. I figure others will understand. Perhaps many of them are weepy, too. I think it is the combination of awe and love that one feels in God's presence.

Zaida said...

That's where I was last week. Weepy and just feeling the presence of God.

Crystal Velvet Weddings said...

Hi Kelly
How true.
I was not in the service yesterday, but working in the creche and if I thought I was having a day off, I was wrong. I was told to go and listen to a song to learn for tonights practice and when I got home I did just that and boy did it really tell me things!
I've put it on my Creative and faithful blog today.

From the Heart said...

Beautiful song. I'm so glad God know my name. I can relate to what you are saying as I have the same feelings sometimes.
Blessings,
AliceE.

Amy said...

I nominated you for an award: http://movingonfromthedrama.blogspot.com/2010/01/making-lemonade-out-of-lemons.html

ME said...

thanks for your comments... I am so glad that Jesus Know my Name...

grace said...

That's true! We can not resist to she tears of joy in God's presence. Last Sunday, I was crying again while worshipping God! He's our all in all!soar up high sister.

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